22 Drunk Tears

Another sleepless night
This time there was no fight
Nobody was wrong or right
As I held back drunk tears with all my might.
The next morning a shower
Work in an hour
In a busy downtown tower
The memory consume me? I would not allow her.
Another trip to the bar
Where I ponder in my car
Clueless to how I let it get this far
As I look up to the night sky and see her star.
I miss her by my side
I lost everything the day she died.